"My boyfriend," Dib corrected weakly, moving to grab Sollux's hand. "Look, I just. I don't want to wind up... I don't want you to have to wind up being the guy to have to put me down if this is something I can't win, ok? I don't want that to be on your conscience. Because if the situation was reversed, I know it'd eat me up inside if I had to do it to you. Even if I do come back. Even if I do revive, it's still really shitty to have to ask that of you. Because I care about you, and I know you actually care about me as well, no matter how much you want to deny caring about anything. Sollux. I just think..." He grit his teeth again and squeezed the other's hand.
"I think if this spirals out of control, I'd rather not have you get fucked by this."
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"I think if this spirals out of control, I'd rather not have you get fucked by this."